Tears&Checks

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be?"
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A Bit More About Me

 

Be honest, who texted you last?

Evan Antelope

Do you sleep with the door open or closed??

Closed always

Did anyone see your last kiss?

Could have! But who really gives a fuck?

Do you drink tea?

Nope. It’s repulsive to me!

Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Yep!

Do you have plans for tomorrow?

Possibly meeting up with friends to go to the art museum and then meeting up with other friends to party a little bit.

What’s worse: dry skin or chapped lips?

Chapped lips! kissing those or kiss with those is not fun

Would you be surprised if your parents had another baby together?

Uh yeah

Would you rather go to Canada or California on vacation?

California for sure for sure. Canada’s nice but part of my heart is in California!

Do you want to get married? 

Maybe.

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants or pajama pants?

Sweatpants. Super comfy right now.

So, what if you married the last person you texted?

Uhhhhmmm

Last person you told a secret to?

I have very very few secrets and the secrets I do have are those big, deep, dark ones that everyone has and I told one to the antelope the other day. It was intense.

What are you listening to at the moment?

“Hypnotize” by Biggie. suchhhhhh a good song

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?

hmm…I guess the bed at my friend’s house

Is there someone that you believe you will always be attached to?

Yea, my very close friends. I’ll always be attached to them.

Are relationships ever really worth it?

Yea, I think so for sure. You learn so much about yourself.

Do you believe in love?

Yep

When was the last time you saw your father?

A few hours ago

Is there someone you really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?

All my friends. Probably Rachel, Claire, Katie, Evan, Taylor, Josh, Bigby, and Michael the most though.

Have you ever been called prince or princess?

I really don’t think I have. I think that’s a good think lol.

Do you think teenagers can be in love?

Yes. I think it’s pompous to believe that they can’t.

How fast does your mood change?

Sometimes it can change really quickly, and for no reason. That’s the worst. But usually I don’t change from one extreme to another unless there’s reason for it! :)

Do you have any condoms in your room?

I think just one. It’s in my purse.

Do you need to say anything to someone?

Yeah, I really do

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

Yea I do. Hahahahah I’m pretty sure I was drunk. He gave me this super lame line that’s supposed to work on girls I guess. I just laughed and rolled my eyes but kissed him anyway cuz I wanted to regardless lol.

How are you feeling?

Kinda high

Do you want someone to call you right now?

Yeah, I wouldn’t mind if someone called me :) as long as it’s not one of my parents hahah

What do you always take with you?

iPod, phone, lip balm, keys, wallet, bracelets, olfa knide, ponytail holder

Is your bed comfortable?

suuuuuuper comfortable

Would you say you’re an understanding person?

Yeah, I think I am. I really try to be. That’s why I like to deal with stuff alone at first cuz I really need to take that time to think things through instead of making a rash decision immediately or saying something I regret.

Are you generally a happy person?

I’m working on it

Who’s in your profile picture with you?

My fb one? A couple of angels. One is named Little Katie and the other one is called Little Rachel. THEY ARE LITTLE BLONDE ANGELS!

Were you single on Valentines Day?

Yeah haha

What is the last movie you watched?

Old School haha :)

Are you talkative?

Mmm not really. I kind of have social anxiety so I’m not too talkative usually

Next vacation you’re going on?

Chicago for New Year’s :))

 

When was the last time you cried?

Today :( I think it’s just cuz I’m about to start my period though.

Have you ever faked sick?

Yea I used to do it all the time in elementary, middle, and high school. I’m fucking prooo

What was the last lie you said?

“I’m sorry.”

Have you ever tried tried drugs?

yep, nothing too heavy though

Do you smoke?

yep, no too heavily though

 

What is your favorite sport to play? 

Foosball…is that a sport?

Do you believe in karma?

Yeah

Are you religious?

Not at all.

What is your first thought before you go to bed?

Mostly these days it’s been stupid cute shit like “I miss him.” or “I’d be so comfy with him right now.” :P kill me haha

Do you get along with your family?

Not really. It makes me sad.

Would you ever get a tattoo?

Yep. I want to get “Changing Skies“ on my finger, “Tonight We Are Young” on my side, something on the inside of my forearm, something on my hips, and who knows what else :)

How many piercings do you have?

2. I want more, mostly on my ears and maybe I’ll get my eyebrow pierce too.

Who makes you laugh?

All my hilarious friends. I’m so happy I get to be around them.

What stereotype would you label yourself as being?

I don’t know. I confuse myself lol. I’m a mix of the nerdy, dorky, awkward, clumsy, girl and the high fashion, artsy, dramatic, fabulous, confident, girl and the studded leather, smoking cigs, drinking whiskey straight, fuck you, black eyeliner, boots, middle finger girl. I’d say that’s accurate hahahaga

If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?

I guess I wish I was more special and could be just naturally charming.

Have you ever bitten someone?

Oh yea. I need to stop doing that cuz it’s fun to do but hurts the other person a lot haha

When’s your birthday?

January 1st

Have you ever been in love?

No, but I feel like it will come one day, really slowly

Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?

No. Never. Cheating makes me sick to my stomach and I for the life of me don’t understand it. It’s so selfish and disrespectful and immature. I never want to put someone through any kind of emotional pain like that.

Who is always able to cheer you up when you’re sad?

For me, no one can really genuinely cheer me up. It’s got to come from within. I have a very hard time bullshitting myself so unless I’ve dealt with something internally and then externally, I’m not going to be cheered up.

How do you vent your anger?

Usually I deal with thinks directly. But when I can’t do that and it’s get built up inside of me, I resort to breaking things or throwing things or punching things. I’ve broken a lot of shit. I try drinking it off every now and then but that’s too much effort. I once smoked off my anger once which was awesome but turned out to be a bad idea :/ 

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?

Oh exponentially so. Let’s see, 5 years ago I was a junior in high school. Holy christ I’m glad those days are over. I’m so much more proud of the person I am now :)